Monday, May 5, 2008 Darkest Before Dawn.
Today was a baaaaaaaaaaaaaad day. XD
However i dun feel "the knife in the heart" feeling cuz it ain't really hurt that location
Anyway. Chinese was good, got praise for being first and dumb
GP was HELL, cher threaten to go cuz the Lecture theater was so noisy,we didn't quiet down, she went off. I suddenly went "ICE" and fearlessly walked up like i dun giv a damn(if i tink it thru now, i will never go up). I picked up the mic and told off the entire hall of students. There were jeering and cheering but i was numb. Then once i return to seat cuz the teacher came back, i was praise like hell, sooo embarrassing.............
Maths was ok, kena scolded too, but cher scolded with a smiling face... i was like WTF?
Chem was one big scolding, cher said we were the first batch to actually cause her to hav a headache marking our work.
P.E. and afterwards was fun
Sigh... i know i ain't a great leader and all..shouldn't hav gone up, but heck, if the same thing happen, i will hav gone up again, dumb ain't me.-_-
From Primary School till now, life was one big scolding, we were the first one to blah, blah, blah(or negative), we were the worst batch...the worst........ SIGH.... I tot i could change that, i wish i could change that, i wan to be a normal student in a class which ain't the worst nor the best
So i felt an enormous wave of saddness today, some felt anger, some felt fear, but i felt saddness
I don't wan history to repeat itself.....never again
Since so many tag, i reply here(By Date)
Leen: Hello Silence Girl XD, pass NAFRA?
Jolene: O thx, marinate, u help marinate also ah? O yea hor, dun care, i should post your pictures on the net, show everyone a MI MODEL XD
Cat: Cat Eat fish, sooo of course u help finish the "fish" XD, ok lah, u got BBQ too, i add that in XD, happy ^^? Send u pictures....hmm i pass in a Dise
Sister: Who is B? hmm, let me think and i post on your blog, kk XD
HuiJen- Yup HuiJen attitude cuz i really miss your unique personality, haha, but sad too busy, if u free one day, we go out together ??
All is abit well
5:41 AM