Friday, July 11, 2008 Darkest Before Dawn.
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Well, life as it is ok lah.
Happy BIRTHDAY JOELLE(Actually Yesterday but anyway)
Too bad i put the cake in the wrong place -_-
Well i am more irritable lately but it is expected.
Today is as good as it gets, i mean i had a better than normal school day. I mean it will be excellent from the outside but there is always bugging me, everything minus -20 points or smt.
highlight in physics lesson. Eileen was proving Elastic Coillision with Towfiq's head(he bangs the table and fly's back up, elastic rite ??)
Then i spend the afternoon with Cindy and nearly a 1/3 of the class in the library doing work and reading and consulting. It was fun but quiet.
Random pictures of lecherious Jackie>>>>>>>>>>>>
Then wushu and silat had to train together....i didn't wan to go...scared to lose face...so i bought time by eating a chickent pie and potato, i dreaded going. Foots went heavy. Then i after teaching for a while...hell it ain't so bad...learning new stuff and teaching new stuff, i hav long decided i didn't want to play a big role in wushu...just help out. The goddamn coach doesn't give a shit abt me, i have nearly perfected the arts i have...only the speed and the flexiblility i can't do a shit. No weapon when even those later than me have weapons. If this continue, i am quitting.
I had loads of fun teaching them, sherman was there and he was silat so it made it easier. they teach us their moves and it was damn fun, for once i had a sense of achievement i loss a long time ago with wushu
Then i came home, start reading the host... i was nearly done, then i have to go out for badminton with my cousins and uncles and aunts... it was nuts... i mean there isn't any tension between them.
Random picture from library someday ago>>>>
They congrats their opponents, their own self, sarcasm was everywhere, but ppl were laughing and talking like china ppl, my shorts torn at 9.30, i didn't care and played till 10pm(my pants were really torned up then)
i visit my cousin house nearby and hear my uncles crack jobs while drinking beer, a total merry occasion.
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Well, there is this demon
In my soul, i expected it's arrival, in fact i embrace the fact i am tortured
Well, Love isn't devoid of pain rite
For once in my life, i know i ain't gone the wrong way, i can finally put some faith into smt.
It gives me strength to go on
On a day where i help my friends, listen to ppl, listen to problems, aid in IT, do wushu, have fun, read a book, i can't feel it. The ache is ignorable
When i am alone
When i start tinking, it lance across the heart, lance with pain.When i see her, i do a flip in the stomach at my loss.
But it was meant to be, i asked for it, i am sorry but not sorry, in a way.
Well can't tell u bloggys, cuz tis is private business Shooooo
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All is Quite Well
9:44 AM