Thursday, July 24, 2008 Darkest Before Dawn.
Today was ok lah
it has been a long day
I tink first time i greet teacher morning, then afternoon, then evening,then night... LOL
At the last lesson, even the teacher is tired, she made alot of mistakes
we had endless lessons and only 2 breaks, which was a killer
Here is Jackie standing up trying desperately not to sleep
Ms Gong is leaving T_T, we must celebrate with her.
All the best for her
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Sry my friend, for you were not the one who publish the thing on the blog, i had harbour anger at you for nth. lucky i didn't do anything cuz u looked pitiful today
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On another thing, I am so in love with V for Vendetta, awesome film. The protagonist in the film is awesome, i love him man
He speaks very very deep english, and his words mirror his actions, a person who fought against superior numbers and a government for the righteous. A role model.
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Well, now i feel like a coward, i had to apologized to someone, i wanted to but i wanted to use tact and slide it in the conversation or smt, however we seldom talk. Well, when my friend asked abt it, i felt guilty even though i know i had reasonable reason to wait. However, i just had this feeling that i am a coward, so hell, i am going to tell her on monday, a apology rite? nth much. Straight in the face, hell with tact, do it the way i should have done instead of making it so draggy
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My another friend is in a mess, well, godspeed, hope they can solve, some people just need to get out of self-pity state and not tink of what could have been done, think of what i can do now. I can't believe a sentence broke his morale.
The problem of sucking your problem in and trying to fix it, is that u get look down by people,although it might get fix
The problem of self-pity is that people will sympathize with you, however job doesn't get down, so social standing goes up
Where was the guy i admire for his forward-looking?
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Let me Write out what i have to do
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All my life i have been looking for someone who will forever be there for me, and i will be for her, no matter what i did or what she do, however in realism, there is no such thing as forever and leaving all my hopes on a person is childish, i will find a partner, i will freaking hell love her, if i can , i will go in glory and die for her. However, till then my main purpose shall be no more abt find a gf. I will find one purpose, one cause, one ideal, where i can place my entire will on it.
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All is well, i must be tired to be speaking nonsense
5:50 AM