Friday, August 15, 2008 Darkest Before Dawn.
I always trying to understand myself
Then i found out i am in a vicious cycle
Found A Most Important Thing in my life
Scared to Lose it(This is the important part as fear destroys everything)
Lost it
Then go back to stage one
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I wish Somehow the most important things in my life are not able to be lost
If i find something important, an idea, a hobby, a dream, something that can't be lost
I will be strong
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Anyway, Nth Much Recently, life is boring again, which is good.
I had my Wushu Shirt... looks like batminton shirt
I go Wushu not for wushu but for batminton LOL
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Random Things i remember
" Our Class Runs a Top Intelligence Agency"
" Our Class Is the Only Active Senate in the School"
"Choose what you want to believe"
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Cindy Was Siao, wanna do a skit for teachers day. Sian, i wish no need to do, but seems it is done, just get it over with...sigh
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Hmm i can't handle, stress, i will mess up, I can't handle fear, i will screw up. Feel so weak like this, GODDAMN IT
How to Find Strength ?
5:47 AM